Sir Elton John is looking back at what could have been the best years of his life and can only see the drug addiction he battled with.   He admits he was wasted for a big part of his life all while he saw many people die around him because of drugs.  On an interview he said that he would have a seizure turn blue, be found on the floor and after people put him to bed he would be snorting cocaine shortly after! Hit the jump for details. Steph Bassanini