“With my mother not here…I just start losing faith in human beings,” reality star Benzino says to TheNEHipHop during his first post shooting interview. This weekend, during the his mother’s home-going service, Benzino was shot by his cousin, Gai Scott. It’s said to have been a long-lasting beef between the two, that forced Scott to act on his emotions. Zino is in stable condition and talks about the incident. “More embarrassed than anything else,” he says. “Because me being a public figure, having people to see that me and my family is going through that.” Sad situation, but it will work out. Check out this and more after the jump.