Let’s just say this, if Nick Gordon is responsible for the death of Bobbi Kristina – which district attorneys seem to think so – then he’s doing a damn good job of pretending it was all good. The torn up young man is begging the family to give him a chance to say his proper good-byes during Bobbi’s funeral.

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In an email obtained by TMZ, Gordon wears his emotions out on his sleeve as he begs both Bobby Brown and Pat Houston, who is handling the funeral arrangements, if he could attend the home going service.

“I loved Krissi with all my heart and I am destroyed that she is gone and I need to say goodbye. I’m begging you both to please put your differences aside and allow me this chance.” he writes. “Krissi loved me very much and she would want me there.”

Tsk Tsk. What say you everyone. Should he be able to attend Bobbi’s funeral, or are they blaming Nick for a problem the he and Bobbi had [drug usage]?

Check out Nick’s first public appearance since Bobbi’s death in the gallery above.

Gordon has remained on investigators’ radar as the prime suspect in Bobbi Kristina’s death. Investigators as well as the district attorney wants to charge him with involuntary manslaughter so bad they attempt to use his already imprisoned friend, Max Lomas, to make sure it happens.

Gordon is being blamed for getting Bobbi the drugs on the day she was found in the bathtub, and Lomas, in prison on drug-related charges not connected to Bobbi, is said to be a witness.

Allegedly, the D.A. is looking to offer Lomas a deal, which allegedly involves probation on the drug charges he currently faces as well as immunity in the Bobbi Kristina case, in return for evidence. Hmm.

PHOTO CREDIT: Radar Online