If you watched episode one of “Love & Hip Hop Hollywood,” you probably think that singer Teairra Mari can’t let go of her ex-boyfriend Ray J or her belongings she left at his home. People saw a new side of the “Make Her Feel Good” songstress that most thought was absolutely CRAZY to say the least.

Hit the jump to see what Teairra has to say for herself.

In an interview with HelloBeautiful, Teairra make it VERY CLEAR to the world that she’s not crazy, just hurt. Here’s what she said of her disappointing and sometimes violent behavior on the show.

About The Fight With Ray J:
“He pissed me off to the point of return. He kept being disrespectful and I exploded. He poked and poked and poked and I took it for a while.”

Where She And Ray J Stand Now:
“It’s nothing now. This has totally destroyed any possibly of it ever being anything again. We were together off and on for a span of nine years. I loved him to death, I even had his name tattooed on me. I loved him with all my heart. It went pretty deep. He’s always that one that I would always go back to.”

If She Was Around During His Other ‘High-Profile’ Relationships:
“I wasn’t around then [when he was with Kim Kardashian]. I think he was f**king with her when he was f–king with me, You know creeping around–but I wasn’t there for their relationship. I was there when he signed on to do “For The Love Of Ray J” – that’s when we broke up the first time.”

What Made Her Stay With Ray J:
“I don’t know. We were off and on. So, certain things I did not tolerate – I left. He has a nice charisma. He’s cute and he’s affectionate. When I was in love I was just in love. I don’t feel like that anymore. You know what I’m not going to front. We had amazing sex. It was pretty good. The fighting came from his disrespect.

Why She Hit Ray When He Dumped Her Clothes On The Floor:
“I was in total shock with his behavior because I had never done anything wrong to him.”

After Watching The Trailer, What She Thinks Of Her Behavior:
“I just felt like I was living my truth. It was definitely cringe-worthy at moments, but I have to stand behind everything I said and everything I did. A lot of people tried to attack my character and my womanhood–I just was pushed to certain extremes. I definitely cringed on a couple of scenes.”

What She Wants People To Know About Her:
“I’m not crazy.”

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